Urgh

Im still really sick and now i cant even stand...Garren's staying with me alot...i think even when im sleeping...a few minutes ago he gave me a kiss on the cheek and said he would be right back.....i wonder were hes going...he looked really sad when he left...i...i wonder why..

i havent gotten any better yet...i wish i could see Ziggy Violent and AJ...but i cant....i dont want them sick..and scared of how sick i am...

i wonder what Zeke is doing....urgh....

Sick Again...

Urgh...I woke up sick today..I dont know what's wrong with me..

About an hour ago my demon side started kicking in....and I mean Really Kicking in...My eyes turned blood red..My fangs grew back..They were so sharp I cut through my bottom lips,now it looks like I got piercings...oww...it wont stop bleeding..plus when i breath out..instead of invisible air..it comes out as black smoke..pitch.black.smoke..

right now im sitting in my bed..coughing up buckets of blood..I hope its stops soon..Right now Max is putting on my CD of Flyleaf for me..He's the only one who's not 100% afraid of my sickness cause he's I think 30% demon...I'm 65% demon...waa..

Well I gotta go..Garren's coming with some soup...I told him I could get it myself...hmph..

oh and my writing is getting itchy...i cant stop sratching it...no matter how much Garren tells me to stop..

Well bye..

Ramona

hey

im sure garren told you guys what happened to him..i was so worried i hugged him,good thing he turned back.

The reast of the pack (including me) are going to go with Garren..you know just in case the wolf thing happens again..i mean it wouldnt be nice if he just changed right there in mid flight and fell so yah..

right now im sitting on garrens bed watching him,hes on the blacony looking at the others playing tag...


i still dont know the whole thing about my arm.but trust me...ill find out..

Tired

Im so tired and in a few days Garrens going to a funereal.Im not sure if he wants the pack to come along.but im not gonna bug him about it.

ok..latest update.

Garren:
In his room doing idk what.

Me:in my room,on my bed,listening to Atreyu and looking at this weird thing that appeared on my left arm.It goes down my arm and says this:
W
E
A
P
O
N

X.

urgh...


Max:Outside making a club house.

Ziggy:helping max and talking about what theyre gonna add

Violent:in her room listening to the Spice Girls..grr...they need to die..lol

AJ:In the livingroom watching the planets funniest animals..



today is an ok day..i wonder how Zeke is doing...hmmm


Ramona..

ok...

so today i finally talked to Garren.I thought he would be mad at me but guess what.....he wasnt..yay...uhh...i mean yah.I hugged him and he kinda kissed me.I got really red but its ok.I didnt um...really mind..


Well right now Max,AJ,Violent,and Ziggy and jumping off the roof and into the pool.Talk about fun.

Im in the livingroom relaxing...and Garrens making popcorn so we can watch a movie..woo..fun..uh ehehehe...


bye..


Ramona

just a b-day

Yesturday was fun for Garrens birthday.We all pitched in for a cake and im glad he liked it.

Later on i took him to this really cool place.It was a huge water fall.but the cool part about it was when you went inside the cave the water would change colors.I think he liked it.Im not sure.

We hung out for awhile and talked about stuff.soon i gave him hisbirthday present.A brand new laptop.not even in stores.He liked it alot.And im glad ^^

so we jut kept talking about stuff,and gave eachother hugs and stuff.When we were about to leave i uh..kinda...gave him a kiss.

and that is why im not really talking to him today.Just staying in my room while Violentblows up stuff and Max plays games with ziggy.

AJ's in my room right now,he now knows how to work the boom box and is playing Stronger by:Kanye West.

Urgh.


Garren.Um...idk what hes doing but i hope he forgives me about last night.

Well gotta go before AJ plays Sexy Back..ewww...

Ramon...

Well:

Now were inNevada.I think were gonna live here for awhile.I found an abandoned house and its really nice.It has all the stuff that we need.Some canned food,a v that actually works,a computer room,a deck,even some old clothes.Sorry that i cant tell you were in Nevada were at.


Well right now im fixing up my room.Yay.LOL.Its pretty big and has a nice fiew.

Garren is fixing his room too.his is right next to mine and it has a skylight.Lucky.


Max is in his room watching a Beatles video.He cant hear but he an lip read the words and..get this..he can tell what people on the tv,past or present are thinking.So he knows how the song goes.

Zig-zag is in the kitchen pigging out on the hot cheetos that i bought him.

Violent is watching MTV with AJ.Right now theyre watching a show called Parental Conrtol.


Well i gotta go.Im gonna buy some food and stuff that the guys like.(i found a huge safe full of money in the house.haha)


Bye
Ramona..

old memories...

yah.as everyone knows.today's September 11.Now a good day for those of you who read this blog/live in the usa/and was alive when it happened.

I remember that day.i already knew i was a demon,but my "mom" didn't.We went to visit her brother Noel and stay in New York for a few days.

I was playing outside the world trade center waiting for Noel to come,then there was a hige crash.I was afraid and I started running.A cop saw me,picked me up,and took me to the station so i wouldnt get hurt.

I remember watching the two towers go down.I dont know why,but i didnt cry.After the towers went fully down my "mom"(fake mom) came to take me.She got a call on her cell and started crying.i asked her what was wrong but she didnt say anything.

We went to the hospital and i saw my uncle noel,there,dead in a hospital bed.Hischest was black from being burned and part of his face was...*sigh*..i cant say it.

I started crying then,my uncle knew i was a demon.In fact i kinda remember him being a scientist in the XS lab i was "born" in.He called me his lil hybrid and said i would have to do something important when i was about this age.

hm..I wonder if i got that letter he gave me.I'll have to look for it in awhile.

Well,me and the flock gotta go.We stopped flying for a few hours so we could honor this day.Me,garren,and Max took it seriously.

My uncle died.

Garren was there when it happend.

Max was the onlyone who knew his real family and they left him in the building so he could die there.Now i know why he has the huge scar on his back.


Well gotta go...

Ramona...

Leaving

We said goodbye today and left.Im glad the others are doing better.Im planning on taking garren somewhere for his birthday.I hope he likes it.the only problems is that the others are to young to go.so first well celibrate his b-day,then ill take him to his surprise.

While we were flying he asked when our birthdays were.we told him.

Me:april 14th ill be 15

zeke:april 28 he'll be 15

max:july 4th he'll be 14

zig-zag:november he'll be 12

violent:october 31 she'll be 8


so yah....only two of us have birthdays on holidays..no biggie..


so right now we're in Tucson.Still in arizona.Im sitting on the ground under a tree next to garren.
hes watching ziggy and violent play leap frog.lol

and Max is playing with AJ.

I think ill take a lil nap.i hope Garren doesnt mind if i rest my head on his shoulder.Well bye

Ramona..

waa..

im sick...cant type much...garren will tell you bou it...bye...

Ramona

Finally

We're at my friends house now.his parents are out of town for two weeks but were only staying here for one.He was pretty surprised when he saw 5 kids with wings and one with a wingspand of 17 feet.Well yah his name is Mike and hes pretty cool.

We got her late last night and right now Max Ziggy AJ and Violent are sleeping.

Mike and Garren are swimming in the pool.Lol its pretty cool to see Garren swimming.He swims way faster then me.I think its the wings *smile*

Urgh.Now they want me to go in the pool.Haha over my dead body....


Gotta go.Garrens coming after me.Bye!!!

time to fly fly fly..

I dont have that much time to talk.The pack is just taking a rest stop for 5 minutes.Soon we'll be in the air again.If no one sees us.

Right now we're in Bullhead city.Oh what joy..soon we'll be heading for Flagstaff.

Anyone live out there???

We'll we're going to Flagstaff cause i know a friend there.He can help us get full stomachs and new clothes.Plus it'll be good for lil Ziggy Violent and AJ to take a good long nap.Since they're so young.

Well sorry gotta go.

On the road again..uh..i mean..in the air again..

Ok..see we all woke up early so we could leave without people seeing us.I had to drag Ziggy away from the buffet table.Right now were in Palm Springs..from there well head to Needle and enter Arizona.Woo.

Man its hot today.even up 1,500 ft its burning.

Well.We're all in a cafe` right now having a sack.Max was able to find out were the hotel kept their money.

Oh.did i mention Max can also read minds.Hehe..sorry i forgot..

But i did tell you guys awhile back.

So latest update.

GARREN:Buying some cookie and lemonade.

ME:Just sitiing alone in the cafe` typing this all down.

MAX:staring at a girl,i hope hes not reading her mind.

ZIG-ZAG:Talking to one of the workers about why he loves internet cafe`s

VIOLENT:playing with AJ and eating a brownie.


*sigh*Maybe when we get to Needles i can let these guys eate in a resturaunt.I mean that would be nice.We need alot to eat but we can never get enough food.