Urgh

Im still really sick and now i cant even stand...Garren's staying with me alot...i think even when im sleeping...a few minutes ago he gave me a kiss on the cheek and said he would be right back.....i wonder were hes going...he looked really sad when he left...i...i wonder why..

i havent gotten any better yet...i wish i could see Ziggy Violent and AJ...but i cant....i dont want them sick..and scared of how sick i am...

i wonder what Zeke is doing....urgh....

Sick Again...

Urgh...I woke up sick today..I dont know what's wrong with me..

About an hour ago my demon side started kicking in....and I mean Really Kicking in...My eyes turned blood red..My fangs grew back..They were so sharp I cut through my bottom lips,now it looks like I got piercings...oww...it wont stop bleeding..plus when i breath out..instead of invisible air..it comes out as black smoke..pitch.black.smoke..

right now im sitting in my bed..coughing up buckets of blood..I hope its stops soon..Right now Max is putting on my CD of Flyleaf for me..He's the only one who's not 100% afraid of my sickness cause he's I think 30% demon...I'm 65% demon...waa..

Well I gotta go..Garren's coming with some soup...I told him I could get it myself...hmph..

oh and my writing is getting itchy...i cant stop sratching it...no matter how much Garren tells me to stop..

Well bye..

Ramona

hey

im sure garren told you guys what happened to him..i was so worried i hugged him,good thing he turned back.

The reast of the pack (including me) are going to go with Garren..you know just in case the wolf thing happens again..i mean it wouldnt be nice if he just changed right there in mid flight and fell so yah..

right now im sitting on garrens bed watching him,hes on the blacony looking at the others playing tag...


i still dont know the whole thing about my arm.but trust me...ill find out..

Tired

Im so tired and in a few days Garrens going to a funereal.Im not sure if he wants the pack to come along.but im not gonna bug him about it.

ok..latest update.

Garren:
In his room doing idk what.

Me:in my room,on my bed,listening to Atreyu and looking at this weird thing that appeared on my left arm.It goes down my arm and says this:
W
E
A
P
O
N

X.

urgh...


Max:Outside making a club house.

Ziggy:helping max and talking about what theyre gonna add

Violent:in her room listening to the Spice Girls..grr...they need to die..lol

AJ:In the livingroom watching the planets funniest animals..



today is an ok day..i wonder how Zeke is doing...hmmm


Ramona..

ok...

so today i finally talked to Garren.I thought he would be mad at me but guess what.....he wasnt..yay...uhh...i mean yah.I hugged him and he kinda kissed me.I got really red but its ok.I didnt um...really mind..


Well right now Max,AJ,Violent,and Ziggy and jumping off the roof and into the pool.Talk about fun.

Im in the livingroom relaxing...and Garrens making popcorn so we can watch a movie..woo..fun..uh ehehehe...


bye..


Ramona

just a b-day

Yesturday was fun for Garrens birthday.We all pitched in for a cake and im glad he liked it.

Later on i took him to this really cool place.It was a huge water fall.but the cool part about it was when you went inside the cave the water would change colors.I think he liked it.Im not sure.

We hung out for awhile and talked about stuff.soon i gave him hisbirthday present.A brand new laptop.not even in stores.He liked it alot.And im glad ^^

so we jut kept talking about stuff,and gave eachother hugs and stuff.When we were about to leave i uh..kinda...gave him a kiss.

and that is why im not really talking to him today.Just staying in my room while Violentblows up stuff and Max plays games with ziggy.

AJ's in my room right now,he now knows how to work the boom box and is playing Stronger by:Kanye West.

Urgh.


Garren.Um...idk what hes doing but i hope he forgives me about last night.

Well gotta go before AJ plays Sexy Back..ewww...

Ramon...

Well:

Now were inNevada.I think were gonna live here for awhile.I found an abandoned house and its really nice.It has all the stuff that we need.Some canned food,a v that actually works,a computer room,a deck,even some old clothes.Sorry that i cant tell you were in Nevada were at.


Well right now im fixing up my room.Yay.LOL.Its pretty big and has a nice fiew.

Garren is fixing his room too.his is right next to mine and it has a skylight.Lucky.


Max is in his room watching a Beatles video.He cant hear but he an lip read the words and..get this..he can tell what people on the tv,past or present are thinking.So he knows how the song goes.

Zig-zag is in the kitchen pigging out on the hot cheetos that i bought him.

Violent is watching MTV with AJ.Right now theyre watching a show called Parental Conrtol.


Well i gotta go.Im gonna buy some food and stuff that the guys like.(i found a huge safe full of money in the house.haha)


Bye
Ramona..