our talk

Yesterday garren came into the livingroom..i got up so i could leave but he grabbed my arm and sat me down..i got really (VERY) nervous...he asked me if something was wrong..i said no..and he said i was lying so i told him..


i told him how much i liked him..
why i didnt feel ok with zeke back..
how stressed i was about keeping the pack safe..
not wanting to loose anyone..
and how glad i am that he came into our flock..

i just sat there and looked at the ground...he sat there..i dont know if he was just thinking about what i said...or if he didnt care that much...

i got up to leave and he just sat there...now im in my room typing all of this...everyone else beside me and garren are out at this lake that they found..

um..i gotta go..garren just came in and he wants to talk to me...

bye...