curious

i was curious since we couldnt find my last name...so i decided to try my other two last names...im related to the dude that was the first to see the pasific ocean..cool


here are the two last names:

Nunez:

http://www.houseofnames.com/fc.asp?sId=&s=nunez



and Gonzalez:

http://www.houseofnames.com/fc.asp?sId=&s=gonzalez


i tryed to find the others too....here are the ones i found

Zeke Black:

http://www.houseofnames.com/fc.asp?sId=&s=black



Max Pain:

http://www.houseofnames.com/fc.asp?sId=&s=pain



Zig-Zag Gory:
he didnt have one


Violent Romance:
she didnt have one...



*sigh*i wish there was a crest for my real last name..Alacran...oh well

..

Today i was hanging out with garren he finally explained to me that he does like me...i thought he was mad...but he wasnt...

well me and him were goofying around then out of nowhere i tackled him.lol...it was fun...but then me and him were only 4 inches away from each others face...i got kinda freaked out when his face got closer to mine...then...he.kissed.me..

i was super surprised...but i kinda started to kiss him back....

welll um *blushing* gotta go...bye!!!

oww...i fell off the couch..

bye
Ramona

our talk

Yesterday garren came into the livingroom..i got up so i could leave but he grabbed my arm and sat me down..i got really (VERY) nervous...he asked me if something was wrong..i said no..and he said i was lying so i told him..


i told him how much i liked him..
why i didnt feel ok with zeke back..
how stressed i was about keeping the pack safe..
not wanting to loose anyone..
and how glad i am that he came into our flock..

i just sat there and looked at the ground...he sat there..i dont know if he was just thinking about what i said...or if he didnt care that much...

i got up to leave and he just sat there...now im in my room typing all of this...everyone else beside me and garren are out at this lake that they found..

um..i gotta go..garren just came in and he wants to talk to me...

bye...

Im such a mess up...

today i dont know why but i just...i broke down...i was in the tree house and i started crying...garren came and saw me...he tried to hung me..but as soon as i noticed him...i got up and went so fast out the club window that i forgot to spread my wings..i fell and hurt my right wing and popped my shoulder out of place....i just..dont think he likes me like i like him...

right now im in the livingroom....

oh gotta go...someones coming..its either zeke or garren

bye

ramona

soo..um..

i think i kinda blew it with Garren yesterday...man im stupid...i..cant really be near him right now..i dont know why...yesterday i kinda got a lil mad when he scooted away from me..but i dont know why i did that...i mean..i was fine with him scooting away but...i...i dont know..i just.....i dont know anymore..


Right Zeke is asleep in his room..he looked really happy when he saw the bed...

Me?Well Im in the second story of the three house...I can't think anymore..my life is mixed up ever since Zeke came back..

I saw a fire about 15 miles away..it looked pretty big but..its not important..

Well bye..I gotta think stuff over...and i think Garrens home..

Later..
Ramona

ok..

im getting better...today i trained 5 hours straight,non stop,with garren....then..zeke came while we were training...lil violent tackled him and he fell...he looked really week...i hugged him...him and ziggy did some weird hand shake..i think aj tried to pee on his leg...and max patted him on the back which made zekes knees buckle...

right now were watching 1408...violent is sitting right in front of the tv...ziggy and max are bussy showing zeke his new room..and im sitting on the couch typing with one hand....cause garren is holding my left one...with his left and has his right hand around my waist..im blushing alot right now....hes busy paying attention to the movie...but i bet he'll see me writing this tomorrow...i wished i knew if he liked me...*sigh*...

i guess i wont know....*sigh*


well...bye

kinda ok..

I can kinda walk..Garren helps me sometimes when i cant do it by myself..im glad we let him into the pack...it wouldnt be right without him..

today we went outside and i flew around..at least i cant still do that..i just kept spinning in the air..it was fun..

awhile ago i thought i saw something huge flying by my window...it had huge brown wings about an inch longer then mine...which would be an inch shorter then Garrens...ehh..maybe my imagination..


urgh..gotta go...i gotta barf..

BYE!!